You guys are making my life shit. 
I can handle myself, stop treating me like a kid and blame the shit outta me just because the freaking bitch said so.
Hypocrital much.
Everything's coming on.
I hate this year, hate this place, hate youuuuu.

TOMORROW AGAIN.
PLEASE COMEEEE.

TOMORROW.
WISH ME LUCK.

Day 1 of school!!!!
Physics was funny.
Kept throwing paper aeroplanes at Rebuckah and she didn't know it was me.
Haha WORD OF THE DAY : FLUUUIDDDSS!!!
And running around in circles on level 2 is friggin tiring.

Yeah anw bye <:

Today was really stress-relieving!!!
Going out with Glad always does the trick <:
Watched Nanny McPhee and she thought she lost her slipper in the theater.
Epic!!! 
And timezone-ed after <:
It was really funny and we were screaming at the totally-not-scary lousy ride (:
And overate, again, like always!!!!

Went broke broke broke. 
But it was worth it.
Had jazz class after, it was the most demoralizing class I ever had in months.
My freaking muscle/nerve/ligament/idkwhatelse hurts like crap and I can't force myself into a split.
Screw this.
Plus all the other things I've been tryna juggle and put emotions aside for jazz.
Blahhhhh my doubles sucked today as well.
So did my grand jetes.
So did everything.
Ok joooooooediiii, face it, your exam's gonna be a disaster tomorrow.

Forget it, I'll aim for just Honours. 
Which is pretty un-attainable already.
Blahhh go bang your head on the wall and hurl yourself off the next building you see.
Maybe the world would be a better place without my sucky self here.
Ughhhhhhhh. 

Ok I'm not having suicide tendencies.
I'm just ranting and rambling.

Good Luck SCDANCE for Jewels <:
You guys can do it!!!!
And yeah well, good luck to you guys too; if you know who i'm referring to.

Awww just saw Mel's post <:
Really thankful for those awesome few who can still do magic to my life in shit days like these (L)

YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
For you I'll give up facebook for a month or longer if you'll forgive me.
Walked around Bugis with Chels today, it was so nostalgic and all.
I saw that giant Hello Kitty Balloon and thought of someone immediately.
I saw that Starbucks bench and everything just came back.
I came through and I figured I can't live my life normally again without the presence of you guys in my life.
"Life without friendship is like the sky without the sun"
Just some random quote I found on the net, but its really meaningful.

After this seemingly big issue, I've kinda realised how much I love you guys.
Losing you all for a week and a day (counting), has been a frikkin torture.
I'm starting to change, hopefully you'll know and then we can go back to those times.
Yep I don't understand you, gimme a chance to learn to do so!!!!

Anyway, no one ever reads this thing so yeah I guess its good as well <:
The road may be bumpy for now but it'll never stay like that forever!!!!
Back to reading stupid perverted books they actually have in the library and laughing.
Good times.

"A real friend is the one who walks in when the whole world walks out"
Too much quotes.
Heh, but this does apply to these people <:
Thanks P, C, G, G.
Initials, not to make it too obvious but you guys have a special position in my heart no one will ever fill.

AIYA MUSHY MUCH OK.
I'LL STOP HERE. (Y)

"We're like Adam and Eve, tragedy was our destiny"
NOWAYYYY.

This week has been really bad.
I don't know but you really mean alot to me and how you're pissed now is really affecting me like crap.
Cuz I really treasure your friendship and I don't wanna lose it over this.
I seriously will go and change and look over what I've done and reflect and really change for the better.
Ok I know whatever I type now will be pretty useless cuz you'll think I just wanna lighten the mood and not truly wanna change but its really true that I'm willing to make the change, for myself, for you and the rest too.

I'm sorry for everything.
Will you forgive me?

You might never read this but I just thought, Just in case you do.
Cuz I'll never have the courage to walk up to you and confront you cuz I don't wanna lose you as a friend.

If you see this.

"There's nothing I wouldn't do, to have just one more chance ;
to look into your eyes, & see you looking back."

When will the old me be back?
I feel like as though I changed alot this year.
I feel so bad and insecure and ugh.
I feel like I'm letting all those things I swore not to let it happen take place.

OPEN HOUSE WAS FUN.
Picnic with THECOOLGANG (Y) was awesome.
We had too much food man (:

HIPHOPPP.!

MLIS = My Life Is Sucky.
I've been so busy and all and neglecting all the old people we used to be so close to.
Different classes, different cca's, different social circle,
Gosh I really don't know.
Catching up seems good but how?
Sec3's so perplexing and confusing, of course, TEDIOUS.

Back to elearning.
I really don't wanna drift.
I act stupid I know, but trust me, I'm not.

I (L) THE COOL GANG (:
Rituals! And Pump It dances!

I might just be starting to enjoy HF.

I've been MIA-ing.
Blame tests and all.
Seriously I have never done so badly in academics in my life.
I SWEAR I'M GONNA BUCK UP.
SO DON'T EXPECT MUCH OF POSTS FROM ME.
I shall use fb for 1/2 hour a day only.
OK JO. YOU CAN DO IT.
Yeah bye. I really wanna update but I'm gonna study tingxie. (:
TATA.

I've been recently much more irritated.
And idk why.
Only the GC, Scanfam, Dancers, 2COpeople, have managed to actually smear a smile on me. 
Ugh. Seriously get a life. JUST GIVE ME MY DAMN WORKSHEET.
You claim you want me to get an A1 and you refuse to give me my worksheet.
Wtf is this, I was totally MIA-ing in your loserclass cuz I couldn't even understand and you just won't give me supp classes will you.
OK FINE. I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP.
I shall go to the nice one for help.
You, this is prolly the meanest thing I've ever said.
But I wish you didn't come back from wherever you were.